Monday, June 30, 2008



I have never had a surprise party before and really didn't know what to expect. In fact I was planning on emo'ing my birthday away in a little corner by myself. Hee it isn't the exact day but I've honestly never been so touched =)

To all those who were part of the prank. Thanks! I'd upload pics but hazel's card reader is still with me and so she can't send me the pics in her cam lol.

Here's an old song that I'm listening to now.

Walk blindly to the light and reach out for his hand
Don't ask any questions and don't try to understand
Open up your mind and then open up your heart
And you will see that you and me aren't very far apart

'Cause I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way

Violence is spread world wide and there are families on the street
And we sell drugs to children now oh why can't we just see
That all we do is eliminate our future with the things we do today
Money is our incentive now so that makes it okay

But I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way

I've been seeing Lisa now for a little over a year
She said she's never been so happy but Lisa lives in fear
That one day daddy's gonna find out she's in love
With a nigger from the streets
Oh how he would lose it then but she's still here with me
'Cause she believes that love will see it through
And one day he'll understand
And he'll see me as a person not just a black man

'Cause I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
I believe I believe I believe I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Please love find the way
Please love find the way

TTFN tatafornow.

Thursday, June 26, 2008


The MASTER ARTIST strikes again!

Jack Youngblood would have been proud Hee...

TTFN tatafornow

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

MenThe guys

I've always made it clear that I hate men. Well in general I think they are all bastards. Myself included.
So when do you conclude how much of a bastard they are?
Is it truly by how they behave or act? Or whats inside.

I've seen my fair share of men and have lived to hate one to many, unable to truly befriend any other to a personal level.

Yet in that crowd of rubbish, I've managed to find a group of true arse holes who have proven with time that through all that external junk, they have real hearts of gold.

And its the heart that really counts.

Amazing how much effort it took me to find pictures of them even with some 16 years friendship. (cuz most of em are in hard copy lol)

BTW.... i still think men are bastards and don't trust them much. Lol (you guys are a minor exception) and I'm sure you guys would agree too.


Tuesday, June 24, 2008


Many things in life you cannot control yet you would love to. But At the end of the day. We will always try to greet each day with a smile.



Friday, June 20, 2008

Time to Go home

I've just finally called up Kheng Hiang on my hall ap and realised that I did not make it.

Similarly my daily travels to the Singapore expo this week has made me realise that an hour of travel daily doesn't really hurt that bad. Guess I've just been too comfortable with everything being so close to me all the time that I wasn't used to the idea of distance traveling.

Besides, my love for hall has never been any better than a convenient over sized store room for my over nighters at ADM. I rarely hang out with the people there and no one seems to want me along anyway. The friendships seemed so superficial and disappointingly fragile. Non the less they were valuable memories and the friends that I have made would always be dear (whether they want me or not lol... )

Hall 6 has the typical sports, over competitive, culture keeping only those necessary to winning titles etc without much thought for others. Plus their upp class think they're the best ideas. I do not blame them because that simply helps maintain their reputations and titles. Nontheless the system is flawed and no one's to blame.

Guess I'll have to start bringing in my sleeping bag. If not, start to get excessively friendly with Jia's dad and move in .. hahah kiddin. Will miss..

Single Room
Cook Outs
Lazy Mornings
Afternoon naps
Supper with friends

Hope to get a new hall next semester!

Tuesday, June 10, 2008


I've had a relatively crappy day dealing(or rather facing) with some incidences apart from my own and wasn't really in the mood for anything except my nap before my continued studying.

First thing I step at the door, I see my clothes items moved. "WTF?" THen I open the door and here's what I see

And thats more or less already a 'gathered my stuff and put in one corner' photo.
CRAP!!! I've been ransacked! or A thief? Wierd.... I look around and realise every thing's a bloody mess but Nothing's missing.


They shifted and installed new lights in my room while I was away.


Didn't understand why they had to throw my paintings and stuff all over though... (not like my room was much cleaner earlier (shame)

Misses chu.


Monday, June 09, 2008


I'm ff'in stupid.
Was it totally my fault?
So much that I do right just to lose everything in on night?

I spent a whole night having a ridiculously wild dream of chasing for forgiveness and I woke up in sweat even though the morning is freezing in rain. Even heaven weeps.

TTFNtatafor now

Sunday, June 08, 2008

Randoms : Life

JeRmS is happy! Happy Happy Happy!

After so much randomness recently, I've finally felt a surge of happiness and a glow in my life.
Well she looks amused! Hee

Results are out. I couldn't have predicted another outcome.

A Advanced Drawing (Poured my soul into plus good relations with Joan)
A Figurative Painting (Put it a ton of effort plus Great relations with Bridget)
A- Stop Motion animation (E last part of my life totally into it and Eileen's cool)
C+ Character Animation (Practically skipped half the classes doing cheer lead)
C+ Rigging (Totally Lost and 5 full days of crash coursing didn't work)
C- Asian Art Hist (Just Sibei Suay... Written assignment halfed etc)

Can't say I'm happy or sad cuz I predicted an almost exact outcome. I'm not happy with the grades, just prepared.

XXX did better with 2 dist and 4 b's but was brought to tears.
-"If aaa could get full distinctions why couldn't we?"

A fair enough statement, which I've been saying to myself for the past 2 years. Is this truly my limit? I've always been like that. Doing well at things I enjoy and messing around with the rest.

Maybe this time I shall really pour my soul equally and strive to pull up my grade to aim for the top.

Thanks XXX =) Well we're at the same level in GPA, may we climb up together! (Sometimes I pull you sometimes you pull me !)

Apart from that went out with Jia and bought 3 great CD's!
Disco classic hits, Queen and Def Leppard!!! 3 for $10 BRILLIANT!

Also watched Kung Fu Panda which was BRILLIANT!

Hee.... All in all JeRmS is now motivated plus very happy.



Tuesday, June 03, 2008


Not as cool as the sony rabbits but cool enough!